There were some parts I was into. I won’t lie.

But it was too quick. There was no preparation. No setting the mood.

My body might have physically been ready and I might have enjoyed it but it didn’t take me to the places I wanted to go.

You didn’t take me to the places I wanted to go.

I remember you saying you felt like a disappointment and I tried telling you it wasn’t.

But I lied.

Because it was a disappointment, because I was expecting more. I should have known that a man, no matter how much of a giver he is, will always put himself first